18.

‘what have i become, my sweetest friend? everyone i know goes away, in the end. and you can have it all, my empire of dirt…i will let you down, i will make you hurt.”

it’s about this.

i grew. and i changed a lot over the years, but my smiling has remained constant and will do until the day i die

i’ll always appreciate all that is beautiful and strange in the same quantity.

and have tons of written sheets of paper around me. and  do many things at the same time.

i’ll always be both a dreamer and a realist.and i’ll never lower my dreams. i’ll never quite get working under deadlines’ pressure.

i’ll always take my bike and go on hills. i’ll always love color and undiscovered places.

and i’ll always laugh of  some kind of normality and gossip.

that’s the  ‘me’ that will stay…